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Thursday, November 27, 2008

Korea. At length.

27 Nov 2008

Hello!

So, first of all, my weekly email time has been doubled--I now get an hour each preparation day. Hooray! That will be good especially because mail will be slow--according to my new companion, we don't give out the apartment address, so everything has to go through the mission office, so I'll only get letters every two to three weeks. Sad.

So. Leaving. We left the MTC at 5:00 am, and took a bus to the airport. A short flight to LA, then a flight to Incheon. The LA international terminal was great--people from India, all over Aisa.... We were on a giant Korean Air plane to Korea, and when we got on, the neatly dressed flight attendants were bowing and saying, 어영아심니까 (sp?)--the polite hello. We flew along the coast of California and up the edge of North America, across Alaska--frozen, snowy, no signs of life--and the Bearing Strait (the highlight of the flight--how often do you fly over the Bearing Strait!?) and across Siberia (funnily enough, Russia looked a lot like Alaska--snowy, frozen over, lifeless), then down over some ocean, across Korea, and to Incheon.

The mission presidents from the Daejon and Seoul West missions were there with their wives to greet us. I had to say goodbye to the sisters from my district that I spent all of the last 11 weeks with (which was sad), and then was the only girl in the group.

We loaded up the luggage into a van, then Books of Mormon were passed out, we took a picture in the parking lot, and President Burton announced everyone would be going to the mission home on the bus and trying to place them...except Sister Gold, who would ride back with them. I felt a little left out. But I got the chance to talk to President and Sister Burton for the hour and a half or so ride into Seoul.

There were two Korean missionaries who got here yesterday, too. 김 종로님 and 조 자매님--Elder Kim and Sister Jo. We spent two nights at the mission home. I was babied--they gave me the nice bedroom, all to my self. They heard me coughing, and the next day they pulled out a humidifier. That afternoon, after filling out paperwork and going to the bank (I now have a Korean bank account), we all sat in the living room and did some training, and they had me sit right by it. As we were getting ready for dinner, Elder Bogner said, "what's with the humidifier? Is that like a Korean thing?"

And than I said, shamefully, "no it's for me."

"Oh, that's embarassing," he said.

We had a traditional Korean breakfast yesterday--rice, kimchi, bulgogi (spicy marinated beef). We went out to a little place for lunch, and Sister Jo picked out some dishes for us--kimchi, bibim bap (veggies and rice), and cheese kim bap (kim bap is Korean sushi--this one with American cheese. Not a good idea.). Dinner was good old Hawaiian haystacks.

I got a good night's sleep, then the trainers came this morning. Two meetings talking about some things, then we had a testimony meeting, during which President Burton decided the companionships.

The sister missionaries are assigned by stake, rather than by ward. I am in an area right near the mission home (it was to be that or Incheon--an hour and a half away and being opened up new for the sisters. I was happy to be staying here.). My new companion is Sister Romney. She's been out almost 11 months. We're in a great little apartment in a neighborhood--the buildings look like blocks stacked on top of each other. There are two other sisters in the same apartment (yay!). We have two study rooms, a clothes room, two tiny bathrooms, the kitchen, then a central room where we'll all sleep on yos on the floor. It feels cozy.

I so desperately wish I spoke more Korean. I hardly understand a thing--which I expected. And around the missionaries and such, everything is in English, since there are so many Americans. I just hope and pray I will learn fast--learn Korean, and learn to speak up. That I'll be able to do this.

I am happy to be here, and it doesn't feel strange at all that I am.

I love you all!

--Carrie

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I'm in Korea. You're in the USA.

26 Nov 2008

Hello, hello! Just a quick email to say I made it--per instructions. No problems getting here, though it was sad to tell Sister Jensen goodbye at the airport. We're at the mission home for two nights--last night, then we'll head out tomorrow afternoon. There is a Korean sister--Sister Jo--who came in at the same time. They let us have seperate rooms, though--which I'm so releived (sp??) for--I'm still a bit sick, so I didn't keep her up coughing (the night before I left I was wondering what I could do about that with my companion--earplugs might be an odd gift for someone you just met). Our preparation day will be Thursday--so I'll be able to send a longer email tomorrow.

Korea doesn't feel very foreign--Europe felt more different than here does. Maybe because so much is so new here, like in the US. I just wish I could speak Korean. I keep praying to be able to open my mouth--I think that's the key to everything I want to do here. Hopefully it will start to come. Soon!

Lots and lots of love,

Carrie

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Last Week!

18 Nov 2008

Ah! How can I write about this week in the ninteen minutes and seven seconds I have left till I get booted off MyLDSMail?!

The 14-year-old Sister Jensen and I had been communicating with over chats and email who wants to get baptized told his parents that this week, and was absolutely crushed by their reaction. And Sister Jensen was crushed by not being able to do anything about it. After, she said maybe this is what make missions hard--people finding truth and wanting it, but being kept from it. And I'll add my own speculation: people making decisions that will make them unhappy. And you want them to be happy. And you love them.

I have thought about that this week. About love. There was the 14-year-old, and then some people in our district had some down days; Sister Jensen and I swung apart for a moment before swinging back together. My assignment as a coordinating sister ended this week, and when they told me I was done, I felt such a huge relief.

I don't know if I am successfully tying this all together--that caring matters so much, but it is hard. But it matters. I would do pretty much anything in my power for any of those people--the 14-year-old, or Sister Jensen, or the people in my district. And I try to. But there are things they have to do for themselves. Or let God do.

I think this is strangely related to a grand awakening this week: that I don't have to be perfect to be a missionary. On Sunday, we had our exit interviews with the branch presidency, where we were to teach something for five minutes in Korean. After I did mine, I came out convinced there was no way I could do this. I don't speak Korean. And so many other limitations.

Then this week, one of my teacher's supervisor came in and showed some mission pictures and told about what he learned. And then I heard a clip of a recorded talk someone was playing in the residence hall, and a story about a man who "didn't have a car, but he had feet. And faith." And then it was warm enough to go outside for our gym period, and somewhere in there I realized I don't have to do it perfectly. I just have to try, and work, and talk to people. And I think I can do that. But there are things I can't do for myself. But it will be okay. God isn't asking me to do those things--and if he is, he'll help.

So I think I'm ready.

I love you all!!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Perfect Saturday; Two-Week Countdown

11 Nov 2008

Hello, all!

I am scheduled to leave on November 24--two weeks from yesterday! It snuck up on me--I was settling in to the MTC for the long haul and all of a sudden I am tying up loose ends again and getting ready to move on (something I have a feeling I will be doing often during the next few months). I am less scared and more excited to go. The cafeteria is helping with that--they do a good job, but I am anxious for Korean food.

Last Saturday was lovely. Classes in the morning, like usual. On Saturdays we have our "Teaching Appointment," where we go teach volunteers who are pretending to be investigators. I didn't feel ready at all, but we had time to practice and prepare that morning and afternoon.

When we go to the Teaching Appointment, we first have a "task," where we do something new in the language with the volunteers, like talk about food or give directions. On Saturday, we were supposed to ask for referrals--if the person knew anyone else who might be interested in meeting with us. The volunteer was a teenage girl from Korea, and when we asked her, she said, "yes, my friend."

"Where do they live?" Sister Jensen asked (though not quite so eloquently, as it was in Korean).

"In Seoul," she said.

She wrote down their names for us, and I said, "Wait, really?"

She really did have two friends in Seoul who she thought might be interested. We had her write down their addresses--and we walked out with two actual referrals! After, the lesson we taught in Korean went slowly (as we tried to find the words we needed somewhere in our heads), but very well.

Also on Saturday, I got lots of mail! My mom sent me the front page of the Deseret News from election day--which made me feel so loved (if a little guilty). And I got a big envelope from my cousin's family--April and Kevin and kids--with each of them having contributed something. It was so wonderful to read through their kind words! I also got a note from a friend who recently left the MTC and is in Montreal.

Then, that night was our district's time to go to the Referral Center, where we do outbound calls to people who have ordered free material from the church and take inbound chats and calls from people with questions. I ended up chatting with a fourteen-year-old I had chatted with before who is just excited about the Church and the Book of Mormon--ended up doing the first lesson over chat! Just a good day as a missionary.

I love you all!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Election Day!

Tue, 04 Nov 2008

Happy election day! I have been excited and nervous for today...I am hoping some sort of election news will penetrate the MTC, but I would be grateful for anything anyone sends my way. I got my absentee ballot a few weeks ago and sent it in--trying to be a good citizen:)

Events of the week:

Last Tuesday night a microwave in the residence hall exploded. I was sitting talking to someone out on the floor, and all of a sudden there was a huge bang. And smoke. And girls screaming and running around. I started thinking to myself: "That was louder than anything I usually hear in the residence hall...I think that might have been an expolsion." And, sure enough, I looked over in the direction of the smoke and a forming crowd of girls to see the microwave's door had blown off, control panel askew. Inside was a green waterbottle that someone had put in the microwave closed tight.

There was glass everywhere (no one was hurt), and in the flurry of girls in pijamas I heard things like "has anyone called the front desk?" and then a vacuum start up. Action was taken. We all bonded. We're closer because of it and got to tell the story the next day.

Halloween on Thursday. I dressed up as Sister Jensen and Sister Jensen dressed up as Sister Gold. We switched hairstyles and clothes. It was quite convincing. We had our cleaning assignment that morning, though, and after we had changed back into church clothes, it appeared Sister Jensen didn't want to be Sister Gold anymore. We had gym a few hours later, and I stopped being Sister Jensen. I was quite glad to be myself again.

Yesterday, Monday, Korean and I had a fight. Korean grammar is different from the languages I've studied before, but entire semester-long classes spent disecting sentance structures has helped immensely with Korean. Everything up to this point has pretty much made sense to me grammatically, even though I can't always reproduce it. Yesterday, though, we were going through a sentance (or is it sentence? I'm sorry, another reminder--no spell check) in class and there was a part I didn't get, and it absolutely drove me crazy. Korean and I didn't speak for the rest of the day, I was so frustrated. It made me scared to think about surviving in Korea. But I will learn. I'll be back at it again tomorrow.

Lots of love,

Carrie